Thompson On…Writing Confidence!


Julius Thompson Author
        Sometimes when I enter my writing area, in a corner of my  office, it seems that words will not come and the critic inside me attacks my  creativity with a constant bombardment of negative thoughts.
Enough!
Finally, I sit down, strike the letters on the keyboard and let the words energize each other as they create vivid word pictures that become vibrant mental images for my readers. I’m on my writing schedule and I believe in myself.
I wasn’t always this confident in my writing ability. I listened  to the “rules police” or “peer critics” and didn’t believe enough to even look  inside myself to write. I was scared at one time in my life, many years ago, in the turbulent sixties.
What developed confidence in my writing ability  occurred on a faithful fall day when I was a junior at Bushwick High School in  Brooklyn, New York.
I was scared to express any thoughts, any opinions, and  had trouble looking people in the eye. Self-Esteem and self-confidence was  acking in my personality.
I knew I had this ability to write, but the  motivation and confidence was zero. I was in my second year, at Bushwick, after moving from Statham, Georgia, population 300 and segregated, to Brooklyn,  population 3,000,000 and integrated. I got up enough nerve to ask my English  teacher and studentcouncil/general organization sponsor, Miss Egan, the  question. If the answer was negative, all my hopes and dreams of becoming the  next great writer would be dashed.
I knocked hard on the door to her office,  entered, and asked her, “Can I be a writer?”
She stared at me for a few  seconds and then said, “Do it.”
I haven’t looked back.
I wrote articles  for The New York Times, The Philadelphia Bulletin (National Award Winning Sports  Writer), The Atlanta Journal-Constitution, The Associated Press, Sports Scene,  Parade Magazines, Georgia Author of the Year Nominee and now with two published  novels and a third ready for publication.
Not bad for a scared little kid  from a small town in Georgia. I’m telling you like my high school English  teacher, Miss Egan told me, “Do it!”
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